Managed to not let myself touch the computer ytd, and I did it. Wanted to continue doing it today, but since I had to use it to do some touch up on the Lit assignment, argh! My effort's wasted. Oh well, at least I did get to chat with Celeste online. It was nice chatting with her after so long and I kinda miss her. Wonder how she is. Gosh, I haven't met her for almost 10 months! Time passes so fast hur? Come to think of it, time really passes like a breeze in secondary school. It's like poof, and here I am, already 16 years old, taking the major 'O's in 91 days time. Can't help it but feel kinda stressed.

Oh, there's one thing that kinda made me happy though - receiving the colours award! woohoo.. After like 3+ years sitting in the hall for every National Day celebration watching people collect, I can finally get 1, though it's just a merit, but still, better than nothing.

It's like 0205 now and I'm still awake. Can predict my sleeping time to become later and later, till there's no need to sleep and I'll have to go to school already.
Heard the band having sectionals yesterday and I really had the urge to join my section for sectionals. I miss the band so much. Then again, once you've left, it's really awkward to join them again cos you'll be seen as one of the extras. Seen that happen many times before.

Sometimes the workload can really get into my head. Can't believe this is actually the life of a sec 4. It's so pathetic and the only luxury most of us can enjoy is sleeping. But after waking up, reality hits you again, and then you realise that you've still got loads to do. Never ending work. CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER!! O-V-E-R!

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You shithead, thanks for pissing me off damn badly.

'Damn you!' cried Marian